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cant sleep by bed's on fire

my mind is restless
thoughts wind in and out endlessly
i try to grasp on to them, to remember them
so i can write them down,
so others can think them as well.

but its pointless
i decide to, instead, accept it as it is
to know i thought them
and to let them go.

its reffreshing.
i think things once
why think them again?

Comments

jEeRo said…
hEy
i love this sentence u wrote 'i've been subjected to a completely different class of human beings. a different world completely.'..i feel that way often..feel like i dont belong n such..
keep on writing..
love readin your blog..

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