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yes im poetic.

there's a hole in me
one i though i'd filled
there's a part of me
feelings i thought i'd killed.
suddenly back
to taunt me again
round and round
will this ever end?
maybe its different
maybe it's not
myheart is a cage
and i fear that i'm caught
i need asylum
i need to me sane
i dont understand
why im in so much pain
have i moved on
or am i just back
k i gotta stop writing
im gonna have a hear attack.

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jEeRo said…
i can really relate to your poem here..it sums up what im goin through since 2-3 weeks ago..
September 30, 2008 at 8:17 AM
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