you said you'd always care. was that a lie?
i'm trying to figure out my jambled mind.
i'm trying to figure out my jambled mind.
Don't give up. I'm only starting to see the gravity of your situation. the extent of your damnation. In short I don't blame you for your frivolous disposition. I blame myself for not being enough to change it. That came out wrong. I can't, nor do I want to, change you. I just wish I was insentive enough to make you wish to change. Or maybe change is non-existant. I want you to grow. You're playing a static and stagnant role whilst I am flourishing and thriving. I know I'm not the same as I was when we were first in love, but the change is amplified relative your inert stance. I've always cared about you, but that too has been altered by the hand of circumstance. I've known countless feelings for you, attachment, love, lust, caring, anguish, concern. I've always felt something for you. Now it's stronger than ever before. No more silly juvenile notions of "love". I care for you like a sister, a mother, a lover, a friend. You say you don...
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She's only 17 she'll get over it and have many. I am human too and i do care and always will but i have to leave.
Something like that.
that made me cry..
some thing i dont want to be doing cuz kathy is here lol and she'd b like...what..?
lol
man..ok. that helped me.
even tho he said other stuff when i broke up with him. like..i dont even know. i dont wnna relive it. but he's really mature, once his feelings have settled. when he's angry he says shit that makes me wanna go stab myself in the heart.