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you said you'd always care. was that a lie?
i'm trying to figure out my jambled mind.

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pihzaz said…
his exact words if i remember correctly are

She's only 17 she'll get over it and have many. I am human too and i do care and always will but i have to leave.

Something like that.
July 27, 2008 at 10:13 PM
rudeawakenings said…
oh man oh man
that made me cry..
some thing i dont want to be doing cuz kathy is here lol and she'd b like...what..?
lol
man..ok. that helped me.
even tho he said other stuff when i broke up with him. like..i dont even know. i dont wnna relive it. but he's really mature, once his feelings have settled. when he's angry he says shit that makes me wanna go stab myself in the heart.
July 28, 2008 at 11:28 AM
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