you said you'd always care. was that a lie?
i'm trying to figure out my jambled mind.
i'm trying to figure out my jambled mind.
i don't know what it is but i cant stand you anymore. maybe because I've been with you for 6 weeks straight. then i got two weeks of freedom, glorious freedom, and it's hard to come back to living in this house, with you, with whom i now associate all the wonderful memories of arguments that you could never bare to lose, the days spent waiting at each corner for you as you lagged behind inconsiderately taking pictures.
my friend told me last night, in alcohol fuelled praise, that you were real. that she had incredible respect for you. and i just couldn't agree. you're real only in the sense that you let us know exactly what is on your mind without bothering if it upsets us. but you don't take the time to listen to me, to consider my opinions, because everything anyone else thinks is completely illogical and a waste of time. you can't grasp that you're views aren't one size fits all. they don't work for everyone; especially not me. You can't...
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She's only 17 she'll get over it and have many. I am human too and i do care and always will but i have to leave.
Something like that.
that made me cry..
some thing i dont want to be doing cuz kathy is here lol and she'd b like...what..?
lol
man..ok. that helped me.
even tho he said other stuff when i broke up with him. like..i dont even know. i dont wnna relive it. but he's really mature, once his feelings have settled. when he's angry he says shit that makes me wanna go stab myself in the heart.