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I'll try and keep myself open to you

Let these walls come tumbling down I say it like I've finally found the way to keep the good feelings alive I said it like it was something to strive for I need your confidence, baby And the gift of your extra time In turn I'll give you mine, sweet darlin' It's a rich exchange, seems to me It's a warm arrangement

update

Life has been pretty fab since summer started. Smokin' weed, growing weed (one li'l plant, it's so cute) Hanging with my lover and my ladies in the sunshine. My parents bought a house down the block and moved my grandparents there It's a pretty nice house, with an unfinished basement where me and Scott set up a jam space I walk my two dogs as well as my grandparents dogs at the nearby park every day And it has become habit to have a go at my one hooter when I'm out in the trees. It's quite enjoyable, walking and playing with the dogs wandering stoned through the sunshine But I wonder if my grandparents can tell when I come to drop off their old border collie that a change has overcome me since we last met. Do grandparents have extrasensory perceptions? Who knows I think I can fake normalcy to a decent degree

Positive thinking

I realized something today. Everything in our lives; our environment, our job, our situation is inherently linked to our outlook on life. If we are negative, if we are jealous, depressed, disheartened or angry, it affects every single aspect of our circumstance. If we are negative, we will repel the people around us, and we will have less friends. If we are jealous, we will push away our lovers, and become lonely. if we are depressed, we cannot see the beauty that surrounds us, we will not have an urge to explore the world, to know the world, to experience the world. We will travel less, we will know less. We will be less wise. If we are disheartened, then we will never rise to the occasion. We will never get back on our feet and keep going, but we will remain stagnant, and waste away in a miserable existence. If we are angry, either at others or at ourselves, we gash into each other, we wound one another with our unhealthy attitudes. We will lead lives of pain, of fear, of sadness. We