dont label me. i dont subscribe to your stereotyping. not even the positives; pacifist, vegetarian, animal rights activist. sometimes i even have troubles with hippy. call me unique and i will be happy. i think thats why i disapprove of drugs. they place an inevitable stereotype over everyone who do them. people dont realise that we're not all the same. we do them for different reasons, to acheive certain results, ect. to be honest i disagree with all drugs, even marijuana sometimes. people who do them to erase their pain, to run and hide because they either can't or dont want to face it, annoy me.drugs, i think, are for the strong minded. for those who wont be drawn in by their tempting release. but here is where i contradict myself. i find using drugs to escape or change the way of seeing things is dumb, yet that is the whole point of drugs, and here i am. i also think they sould be done only when the time is right, yet i am indulgent
Don't give up. I'm only starting to see the gravity of your situation. the extent of your damnation. In short I don't blame you for your frivolous disposition. I blame myself for not being enough to change it. That came out wrong. I can't, nor do I want to, change you. I just wish I was insentive enough to make you wish to change. Or maybe change is non-existant. I want you to grow. You're playing a static and stagnant role whilst I am flourishing and thriving. I know I'm not the same as I was when we were first in love, but the change is amplified relative your inert stance. I've always cared about you, but that too has been altered by the hand of circumstance. I've known countless feelings for you, attachment, love, lust, caring, anguish, concern. I've always felt something for you. Now it's stronger than ever before. No more silly juvenile notions of "love". I care for you like a sister, a mother, a lover, a friend. You say you don...
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