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I'm a moon person too. But I'm too caught up in my petty securities and routines to wander the streets at night

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pihzaz said…
I was here i know where you are
you'll flower trust me
You'll walk these streets like none other
only because you could
Sr. Arquiteto said…
Awesome point.
too caught...
too much...
and in the end, no time.To be who we are...
How sad is this?Humn? Something I need to think about for a while.
allilion said…
i love swimming alone; but i'm a bit too afraid of whats beneath to actually take the chance.
Manuel Leonardi said…
thanks for your commentary "rude"

i can't read and understand your text ,my english is not good enough.
i like the "music" of your blog

bonne journée, manuel

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