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I'm a moon person too. But I'm too caught up in my petty securities and routines to wander the streets at night

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pihzaz said…
I was here i know where you are
you'll flower trust me
You'll walk these streets like none other
only because you could
July 26, 2009 at 12:04 AM
Sr. Arquiteto said…
Awesome point.
too caught...
too much...
and in the end, no time.To be who we are...
How sad is this?Humn? Something I need to think about for a while.
July 27, 2009 at 10:09 PM
allilion said…
i love swimming alone; but i'm a bit too afraid of whats beneath to actually take the chance.
July 29, 2009 at 11:47 AM
Manuel Leonardi said…
thanks for your commentary "rude"

i can't read and understand your text ,my english is not good enough.
i like the "music" of your blog

bonne journée, manuel
July 31, 2009 at 12:33 AM
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