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i cried at school for hte first time

i'm so mentally tired. i could probably fall alseep right now
i just need a break but i cant have one
and now that all the tests and exams are over
i dont have anything to strive for
i have no motivation.
i have a chemistry lab write-up
and a calorimetry worksheet
and i need to practice drums
but i cant do much more that lay in bed
nd feel sorry for myself.
my head hurts and i'm catching a cold
two things i'm blaming on math
and my body's hate for me.

i hate grade twelve.

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Anonymous said…
I hate that this is happening to you. You're strong buddy, you can make it, I know you can. Let's get you a punching bag? I think we could all benefit from that... ♥
October 2, 2008 at 7:19 PM
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